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Gold (Somber Sessions)
03:46
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I have a disease
It creeps it’s way throughout my limbs
Like an open wound
That wasnt meant to mend
My mind leaves me wide awake
This feeling of emptiness
is caused from my mistakes
Steel runs cold
Gold runs hot
Down my throat
Pain is numbing
But I can feel it all
Pull me out
from underneath the carpet
I’ve become good friends
with the lint that resides in my pockets
The holes in the walls have become my home
I'm addicted to substance
it’s something
I can never recover from
Steel runs cold
Gold runs hot
Down my throat
Pain is numbing
I can feel it all
When I try to fix the way I am
I can’t see past my skin
It’s who I am, I swear to god
Not who I want to be
I try to fix the way I am
I can’t see past my skin
It’s who I am, I swear to god
I swear to god
I’m just a memory
I’m just a memory
I’m just a memory
of who I once was
Pull myself aside
Tell myself that I’ll be just fine
I'm waking up
I've filled my cup
With who I am now
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What happened to the trips we took through
the windmills
and the cornfields
I was so much younger then
You have to know
there’s a chance this might not work
but you have to trust me
I know that it hurts
I’m only doing things I know how to do
Don’t blame me
Did you ever think it might be you
Don’t you think I know what I’ve done wrong
You tell me I don’t love you
when you’re the one
pushing me away
You’d rather stay home
with a bottle of God knows what
Than give me anything that I might need
This sorrow season pours out
my quickly fleeting thoughts so much faster than the others
In the cold I can’t feel
I can’t feel my fingertips as they run through your hair
But I want to make you see me
the way that I see you
I just can’t get through
I’m only doing things I know how to do
Don’t blame me
I wanna learn from my mistakes
Learn to open my eyes
Learn to go blind
Then learn to see again
I think I know
know what I’ve done
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